Fretting and prepping

 I survived the 'Loop', four 1 hour interviews with staffers at Amazon Web Services.  Now the fretting starts.

Fret, Old English fretan ‘devour, consume

I really want this job, it's a baby technical account manager role, put L plates on, do the heavy lifting for the existing TAMs so they can dive deeper into their customers.  The potential for learning is just so wide.   And they are nice people too.   A good substitute for my compadres from whom IBM have cut me loose.  

Ugh, I see a cliff ahead, a pit of self doubt if this week brings rejection.  Replaying my interviews I see lots of opportunities for them to confirm, he doesn't raise the bar.

How to prepare ... 

My good friend Harry says, 

   Think of ways of being successful in new companies

It's a version of asking, what does success look like? I can work with that, a beer to you Harry.  

Mum says, 

    At the beginning you didn't want the job.

She's partly right, a G&T for you Ma.
At the beginning of the Sideways 49 there was a plan,

  • get interviews for practice. 
  • Educate yourself on environmental things, which quickly became, educate yourself on TCFD.  

My local council's sustainability officer kindly sent me an application for their Sustainability and Environmental Advisory Group.  I've applied, who knows.

Clean State are still organising, I'll be more involved with them.

And I've only had interviews for 4 jobs, that's not much in the way of practice, (although the 6 in total for the junior TAM role has increased the overal tally significantly).  So there are many, many more jobs to be wranged.

These foundations may make for a stable, if unpleasant reaction should this week turn out to be a bad one.

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